I'm sorry - But I didn't win [IMPORTANT]

Dear readers

If you are reading this I have passed away after loosing the battle. I must assure you I didn't give in once and kept fighting till the bitter end! This may be hard for you to accept but this is no joke and I will not return :')

It's a shame to see my dreams of becoming a musician turn into dust, and a shame no Time Traveller episode was made. I was never any good at animating anyway (^_^)

I would like to write something to each of the following people. Please read because my mother, River, will have written some information for you at the very end.

Cazzie - One of my first and best friends. You've ALWAYS been there for me, and I was your voice when you were to shy to do anything by yourself. I believe your dream will come true ~ :3 I love you.

Gee - You were there when I was down. You helped me think clearly and I think you have amazing writing abilities, like a real pro. I want you to work with Cazzie and create a best selling manga, your ability to think up detailed plots and backgrounds will surely help you succeed. I know whatever you choose to do in life will be the right thing … my only regret is not meeting you. I'm sorry.

Sel - Out of every body, I always thought your detailed advice and comments were the best. You got me through rough patches with your words that without could of ended up badly. I envy your drawing ability and want you to succeed in what ever you choose to do in life. I think you have the skill to be a professional artist, but I'm not sure you have the patience "(^_^) Maybe you should team up with Cazzie and Gee…you're talented at everything. I'm sorry we never met.

Evil, Emma, Tezzy, Yani, Ani, Sapphira, Freddie, Claire - I hate lumping you all together like this but the journal will be to long if I don't ! All of you were great support even if we didn't chat too often, all of you had an impact on the way I thought and did stuff. I'm sorry to Emma and Tezzy because of that one time I forgot who you were…that must have been hard on you. Evil, you're my fave artist on DA. Freddie, thanks for that one time when Howard walked out on us in Japan…you were the main help I felt. Ani and Yani - you were REALLY good friends, if you try - I believe you can be voice actors and your drawings constantly improve! Sapphira and Claire…3 simple words. I love you ~ <3

It's hard to think it's over. We had a good run, I wasn't cut out for manga … and I had a lot of savings which I have asked my mum to donate to charity.

I love you all so much :'D Don't let your dreams die like mine did. That is my dying wish…don't let them die, make them reality!

So I guess…this is goodbye

Thank you for everything



River:
This is River, Katia's mother. I won't write much or I'll spoil my daughters beautiful words.

I just want to say that she died doing what she loved. She fell asleep drawing and didn't wake up after that…

She loved you all … she wanted to protect your dreams in her last words. I wish you good luck.  

15th March 1995 - 30th August 2011