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Dear readers

If you are reading this I have passed away after loosing the battle. I must assure you I didn't give in once and kept fighting till the bitter end! This may be hard for you to accept but this is no joke and I will not return :')

It's a shame to see my dreams of becoming a musician turn into dust, and a shame no Time Traveller episode was made. I was never any good at animating anyway (^_^)

I would like to write something to each of the following people. Please read because my mother, River, will have written some information for you at the very end.

Cazzie - One of my first and best friends. You've ALWAYS been there for me, and I was your voice when you were to shy to do anything by yourself. I believe your dream will come true ~ :3 I love you.

Gee - You were there when I was down. You helped me think clearly and I think you have amazing writing abilities, like a real pro. I want you to work with Cazzie and create a best selling manga, your ability to think up detailed plots and backgrounds will surely help you succeed. I know whatever you choose to do in life will be the right thing … my only regret is not meeting you. I'm sorry.

Sel - Out of every body, I always thought your detailed advice and comments were the best. You got me through rough patches with your words that without could of ended up badly. I envy your drawing ability and want you to succeed in what ever you choose to do in life. I think you have the skill to be a professional artist, but I'm not sure you have the patience "(^_^) Maybe you should team up with Cazzie and Gee…you're talented at everything. I'm sorry we never met.

Evil, Emma, Tezzy, Yani, Ani, Sapphira, Freddie, Claire - I hate lumping you all together like this but the journal will be to long if I don't :D! All of you were great support even if we didn't chat too often, all of you had an impact on the way I thought and did stuff. I'm sorry to Emma and Tezzy because of that one time I forgot who you were…that must have been hard on you. Evil, you're my fave artist on DA. Freddie, thanks for that one time when Howard walked out on us in Japan…you were the main help I felt. Ani and Yani - you were REALLY good friends, if you try - I believe you can be voice actors and your drawings constantly improve! Sapphira and Claire…3 simple words. I love you ~ <3

It's hard to think it's over. We had a good run, I wasn't cut out for manga … and I had a lot of savings which I have asked my mum to donate to charity.

I love you all so much :'D Don't let your dreams die like mine did. That is my dying wish…don't let them die, make them reality!

So I guess…this is goodbye

Thank you for everything


This is River, Katia's mother. I won't write much or I'll spoil my daughters beautiful words.

I just want to say that she died doing what she loved. She fell asleep drawing and didn't wake up after that…

She loved you all … she wanted to protect your dreams in her last words. I wish you good luck.  

15th March 1995 - 30th August 2011
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CheetaHamSloth Featured By Owner Dec 6, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
I saw this letter... I'm crying... Rest in peace little girl <3
WilhemStudley Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Sleep well, dear and have a blast in the other side, for when it's my time, i'd gladly go jam with ya!
IDreamOfTheWind Featured By Owner Oct 16, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
puffypanda2 Featured By Owner Apr 9, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist crying......i never knew you but R.I.P.........16 so young
Telumindel Featured By Owner Apr 1, 2012
I stumbled here from the Deviant Cemetery, and am having a hard time articulating how this journal made me feel. What a beautiful, strong little angel Katia must have been. I never met her, or had a chance to know her even on this site, but she has truly touched my heart. I am quite sure she is playing beautiful music in the hereafter.

Rest in paradise.
SwerveStar Featured By Owner Mar 15, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I can't believe I was watching her but didn't notice this...

I hope that she's happy in her afterlife. I'm glad she died doing what she loved... I really don't know what to say, besides Rest In Peace, and I hope she's happy.
PencilPaperPassion Featured By Owner Dec 19, 2011  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
What got to me was the fact that she passed away doing what she loved...drawing. RIP.
She seems like such a strong girl, accepting her fate...:iconcryplz:
Colourthief Featured By Owner Sep 22, 2011  Hobbyist Filmographer
Kin, I love you.

I'm sorry for posting really late but we had no internet due to moving for 2/3 months.
I'm really sorry I couldn´t talk to you for a last time.
And I'm still speechless... I can´t find the right words to describe my feelings.
But I hope my last words will reach you.
Rest in peace Kin.

Luispoke Featured By Owner Sep 4, 2011
R.I.P. D:
MewmoonDeathneko Featured By Owner Sep 2, 2011  Student Digital Artist
I am a friend of Yani and Ani's.I heard them mention you a couple times.We never talked to each other at all,but I was really hoping I could get to know you.I was too late.Kin, wherever you are Rest In Peace.

I always thought negative when it came to myself but after reading this, I will lighten up,and try my best to make my dreams come true.We are in a world with plenty of friends and I know you are watching upon us.Again I say, Rest In Peace Kin.
Lucky-Happy-Lucky Featured By Owner Sep 1, 2011  Hobbyist Writer
I'm so sorry that I never met you Katia. You truly were an amazing person and I'm sure that I will never forget you.

I've loved knowing you and wish I could have gotten closer to you. I love you Katia, rest in peace.

I won't let my dream die and I really wish that you had made yours least you died doing what you loved, that is at least a small comfort.

And to River, I am sure this is hard for you and I wish you the best <3

Much love Katia...I'll post my song for you soon <3
Selvendor Featured By Owner Aug 31, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
Kin; I'm so sorry. This is a shock to me; I thought you had more time than this. I guess we all did.
You were so strong, through everything that happened to you in your life. Your art was really improving, and I would have loved to have heard your music or seen that episode. Thank you for your incredibly kind words for me. They mean a lot. I'm glad that I was able to help you, if only a little.
I wish I could have known you better, or met you even once. We kept missing each other, I think.

I'm glad to hear that you died peacefully, doing what you loved best. My thoughts and condolences go to your family.
I'll never forget you. Rest in peace.
YaniFruba Featured By Owner Aug 30, 2011
QAQ this...I can't stop crying now QAQ ;~;...
RIP Kin you'll always be one of my biggest influences ;A; <33
avbrv22 Featured By Owner Aug 30, 2011  Student General Artist
Dear Kin, I know we didn't have the greatest relationship but I admired you for standing up for my friends.
AxelPows Featured By Owner Aug 30, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Awww... Rest in Peace. ;A;
Melon-Dango Featured By Owner Aug 30, 2011
kin, im sorry i never got to know you better, although i did know you were a good friend of yani's. your art is amazing, and your one of the most strongest people i know. i wish you were still here to read this; and im sorry i couldnt say this sooner but rest in peace from all of us. </3
DJ-Xigu Featured By Owner Aug 30, 2011  Professional Filmographer
Rest in peace
Malakh33 Featured By Owner Aug 30, 2011
TezzyHinamori Featured By Owner Aug 30, 2011  Student Digital Artist
Rest in peace, I started crying as soon as I read this journal, we will all try our best Kin ^^
Amp40 Featured By Owner Aug 30, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
Rest in peace Kin. :( I admire you for not giving up, and fighting until the end. I will try hard to achieve my dreams like you wished. You will never be forgotten. Also my heart goes out to your family. :heart:
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Reii90Forever Featured By Owner Aug 30, 2011  Student Digital Artist
Rest in peace Kin
RainbowChi16 Featured By Owner Aug 30, 2011  Student General Artist
Dear Kin,

I didn't know you but you were an amazing artist and I believe now that you are in a happier place now and you are free.Rest In Peace Kin.
HollyStockport Featured By Owner Aug 30, 2011  Student Writer
I didn't know you very well, but I wanted to pay my respects. Kin, you seemed like a lovely girl to talk to and you were a very good artist! I can't believe you've lost your battle, but it's a strong thought to know you were fighting until the end. You've been taken from your friends and family far too early, and we're all devestated by your sudden departure. Again, I didn't know you very well (I'm a friend of Cazzie's), but I know now you're in a happier place. I wish I could have gotten to know you, you seemed lovely. We're all thinking of you Kin. :heart:
Edifis-de-Cean Featured By Owner Aug 30, 2011  Hobbyist Filmographer
I'm crying while reading this journal...I can't believe you're gone Kin...;A;
I promise not to forget you <33 I wish I met you in reality...I will miss you...TTATT
MsMcGeeky Featured By Owner Aug 30, 2011  Student Writer
Oh my god, Kin!! D'': Rest in peace, you're in a better place now. I promise none of us will EVER forget you and we ALL love you. <3 I wish I had been lucky enough to meet you. </3

I promise to you I will NEVER let my dreams die, I know none of the rest of us will, and you will always live on in our memories.
... -sobs-
mikelovesanime Featured By Owner Aug 30, 2011
Dear Kin: I hope you are doing better whereever you are. Your stay here on earth was way way way too short. I wish I knew you better, and I'm sorry I didn't message you more. This is so sad I don't even know what to say. This is the first time I've ever seen anything like this online. Take care Kin RIP. Rest in peace.
cazziecaz5 Featured By Owner Aug 30, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
D': what! WHAT! MEHIHoishgoih soihoihsiohg rg -cries- b...but....BUT ..... D': rest in peace Kin! I will make your wish come true!
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