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August 30, 2011


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Dear readers

If you are reading this I have passed away after loosing the battle. I must assure you I didn't give in once and kept fighting till the bitter end! This may be hard for you to accept but this is no joke and I will not return :')

It's a shame to see my dreams of becoming a musician turn into dust, and a shame no Time Traveller episode was made. I was never any good at animating anyway (^_^)

I would like to write something to each of the following people. Please read because my mother, River, will have written some information for you at the very end.

Cazzie - One of my first and best friends. You've ALWAYS been there for me, and I was your voice when you were to shy to do anything by yourself. I believe your dream will come true ~ :3 I love you.

Gee - You were there when I was down. You helped me think clearly and I think you have amazing writing abilities, like a real pro. I want you to work with Cazzie and create a best selling manga, your ability to think up detailed plots and backgrounds will surely help you succeed. I know whatever you choose to do in life will be the right thing … my only regret is not meeting you. I'm sorry.

Sel - Out of every body, I always thought your detailed advice and comments were the best. You got me through rough patches with your words that without could of ended up badly. I envy your drawing ability and want you to succeed in what ever you choose to do in life. I think you have the skill to be a professional artist, but I'm not sure you have the patience "(^_^) Maybe you should team up with Cazzie and Gee…you're talented at everything. I'm sorry we never met.

Evil, Emma, Tezzy, Yani, Ani, Sapphira, Freddie, Claire - I hate lumping you all together like this but the journal will be to long if I don't :D! All of you were great support even if we didn't chat too often, all of you had an impact on the way I thought and did stuff. I'm sorry to Emma and Tezzy because of that one time I forgot who you were…that must have been hard on you. Evil, you're my fave artist on DA. Freddie, thanks for that one time when Howard walked out on us in Japan…you were the main help I felt. Ani and Yani - you were REALLY good friends, if you try - I believe you can be voice actors and your drawings constantly improve! Sapphira and Claire…3 simple words. I love you ~ <3

It's hard to think it's over. We had a good run, I wasn't cut out for manga … and I had a lot of savings which I have asked my mum to donate to charity.

I love you all so much :'D Don't let your dreams die like mine did. That is my dying wish…don't let them die, make them reality!

So I guess…this is goodbye

Thank you for everything


This is River, Katia's mother. I won't write much or I'll spoil my daughters beautiful words.

I just want to say that she died doing what she loved. She fell asleep drawing and didn't wake up after that…

She loved you all … she wanted to protect your dreams in her last words. I wish you good luck.  

15th March 1995 - 30th August 2011
  • Mood: Sorrow
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CheetaHamSloth Featured By Owner Dec 6, 2014  Student General Artist
I saw this letter... I'm crying... Rest in peace little girl <3
WilhemStudley Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Sleep well, dear and have a blast in the other side, for when it's my time, i'd gladly go jam with ya!
IDreamOfTheWind Featured By Owner Oct 16, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
puffypanda2 Featured By Owner Apr 9, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist crying......i never knew you but R.I.P.........16 so young
Telumindel Featured By Owner Apr 1, 2012
I stumbled here from the Deviant Cemetery, and am having a hard time articulating how this journal made me feel. What a beautiful, strong little angel Katia must have been. I never met her, or had a chance to know her even on this site, but she has truly touched my heart. I am quite sure she is playing beautiful music in the hereafter.

Rest in paradise.
SwerveStar Featured By Owner Mar 15, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I can't believe I was watching her but didn't notice this...

I hope that she's happy in her afterlife. I'm glad she died doing what she loved... I really don't know what to say, besides Rest In Peace, and I hope she's happy.
PencilPaperPassion Featured By Owner Dec 19, 2011  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
What got to me was the fact that she passed away doing what she loved...drawing. RIP.
She seems like such a strong girl, accepting her fate...:iconcryplz:
Colourthief Featured By Owner Sep 22, 2011  Hobbyist Filmographer
Kin, I love you.

I'm sorry for posting really late but we had no internet due to moving for 2/3 months.
I'm really sorry I couldn´t talk to you for a last time.
And I'm still speechless... I can´t find the right words to describe my feelings.
But I hope my last words will reach you.
Rest in peace Kin.

Luispoke Featured By Owner Sep 4, 2011
R.I.P. D:
MewmoonDeathneko Featured By Owner Sep 2, 2011  Student Digital Artist
I am a friend of Yani and Ani's.I heard them mention you a couple times.We never talked to each other at all,but I was really hoping I could get to know you.I was too late.Kin, wherever you are Rest In Peace.

I always thought negative when it came to myself but after reading this, I will lighten up,and try my best to make my dreams come true.We are in a world with plenty of friends and I know you are watching upon us.Again I say, Rest In Peace Kin.
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